Time Trial

Time to take measure of where i go next. Holidays are here and they couldnt have come at a better time. Even though I'm learning tons and enjoying this program fully, I am still ready for a break. After a few months of working full time and going to school full time and being a Dad part time, this little siesta couldn't come at a better time. As the winter holiday  peaks over the horizon, ill reflect on the recent school term and start to take measure of my plan for this coming year. I want to really start to focus on time management and getting important work done sooner rather than later. I will be trying a few new tips and tricks out that i have had suggested to me over that last few weeks and hopefully those will round out my academic habits a little better. Over the holiday, I plan to read a few books that Jay Robb had suggested when he came to speak to the class. Glass jaw has proven to be quite an interesting read and I'm looking forward to taking sometime to turn a few pages over the coming holiday. The semester that I'm just putting away has been a great learning experience both practically and mentally. This life has many obstacles to traverse and i cant help but fel like ive just gotten on top of this PR one, the next 4 months will either prove me right or wrong but either way im having a great time enjoying this part of the course.

the straight-away

This is it, the straight away that is so familiar. This is the last week of classes of my first semester of my post grad. So many times I have gotten to this final week. This is when the anxiety slowly start to lift just before it crushes you with Christmas shopping. As the year comes to an end, ill take a quick second to turn around and look back on my year. I have been known to get down on my self in the past about how little i've accomplished with my 30 years and the holidays for me is a great reminder to just take a little time to look back at the past year and try to pin point all the high and low points. School seems to be almost elusive to me, I want to do well but before long that turns into good enough which again wains to just a pass by the end of the semester. Why is it I wonder that we go in with such high intentions then fall off so abruptly.  Is it the pressure to succeed? The fear of failure?....the fear of succeeding? I guess it doesn't matter what slows you down, or what your scared of or even that your scared at all. You just need to just keep my head up and keep pushing forward,
after all this isn't even close to the end of the race, but maybe just another warm up lap before the real race begins.

The crossroads

So I've made it. Half way through the academic year and really starting to get a hold of this animal known as PR. Although I do feel like I’ve gotten a grip I know there is still a lot of work to be done. I’ve come to realize that in order to be successful I really have to start managing my time better. This has always been a problem of mine, and I guess recognizing the problem is always the first step. I have found that making physical lists of what I want to do in a day helps in a noticeable way. The things with starting and working towards and finishing a goal like this is that there is always the inevitable anxiety that comes with trying to find that first job , that I almost always feel under qualified to work at anyways . So, arguably the most treacherous part of this journey is just around the next bend. Even though I feel overwhelmed to actually go out and attempt a big boy job, I honestly have this excited voice in the back of my head telling me to push on and that I might actually be able to pull of this miracle. In keeping in tune with  my travel analogy I will adopt a phrase I’ve heard many times in the past but (17)has remained elusive to my life until now , but I guess you could say until now I had trouble seeing the forest for the trees . It’s the nuance of the individual working parts of this career that I find almost musical. All aspects of this career field seem to accentuate each other, they feed off of and also maintain each other in a strong PR plan. The trick now for me is taking all I've learned and all I will learn in the rest of this year to make me the best PR practitioner I can be. I will need to learn to maneuver the path as the hills role my way. Regardless of what the next 5 months will send my way I feel like I am ready for it. Maybe it’s time I stop following a path at all. Maybe instead I should make my own path and lead the way for others that get lost.